The
Holocaust Portfolio
In
1942, my mother, Lavern Dubois--against better advice--went on to perform the
Mendelssohn E minor violin concerto in occupied Paris.
She
fled to Switzerland
that night, just minutes before the Gestapo arrived pounding on her door. The
stories that she would tell my brothers and me about the Nazi occupation were
very chilling. Even though I was not witness to this horror, the stories my mom
would tell me left me with some secondary wounds. This portfolio is dedicated
to the memory of those musicians and artists who disappeared during this
horrific period.
It is
a very personal body of work that I have worked on for 30+ years, on and off;
because of the heart-wrenching subject matter, I would take frequent and
sometimes long-term sabbaticals from the work. Spending hours in the dark room
for this project made me focus on this very painful and tragic period. I think
of all the musical treasures, works of art and literature that were lost or
destroyed, of the lives disrupted or worse--it is beyond my comprehension. I
think of the Mozarts, Picassos and Mendelssohns lost from civilization, of the
possible cures for heart disease and cancer.
This
is my way of keeping the remembrance of that tragic era with us, praying that
it will never be repeated.
This
body of work to me is somewhat like a series of Bach variations on a central
theme, where I explore the subject matter through a series of variations.
If my
art has in any way the effect on the viewer that it has had on me, then I think
it has some worth.